Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I’m lonely here at night
I’m lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side
Oh I miss you
Oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing’s changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay
Well I tried to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
And I’m torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you’re doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oh I miss you
Oh I need you
I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay oh I will stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would chose you
So always stay
Please always stays
You’re the one that I would on to
Cause my heart would stop without you
I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing’s changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay
I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask I will stay
I will stay
I will stay
♥ Miley Cyrus ♥
I would like to present this song to you~ Whoever ate the chilly will feel the hot.
Monday 31 January 2011
Sunday 30 January 2011
Sigh~~~
Its had been raining for so long. Its bloody cold and im freezing ><.
Sigh, i can't sleep last night after listening to the song of Miley Cyrus's Stay. I think of him. Sigh.. Why muz u do dis type of decision at the wrong time? It's hurting me very much!
You just called me, i ignored. Pls forgive me. I donno what to do! SORRY! Honestly, I miss you! T-T
Sigh, i can't sleep last night after listening to the song of Miley Cyrus's Stay. I think of him. Sigh.. Why muz u do dis type of decision at the wrong time? It's hurting me very much!
You just called me, i ignored. Pls forgive me. I donno what to do! SORRY! Honestly, I miss you! T-T
Saturday 29 January 2011
So Cute!
Yesterday, after school. Uncle came and fetch me & the to sakai Xinyee & Joan to my house. Before that, we went to drive thru and ordered mc chicken value lunch set. Then, we headed home.When the two sakai ppl rech my house, they went to my room and then we on Facebook and watch the video of Jvlyn with her bf. That video is named FATED, and it was reli fated & sweet. Gambateh to both of u~
Then, Erene came and fetch us to the PPIA centre. The children there are very cute. Interacted with them, i dun feel like the are different with us. They were like as same as us. They were clever too. They are pretty pretty cute! I love them, how i wish i can visit them once every week. Owhhh.... it was the greatest memory of mine there!
Night, i went CM Tan's BM tuition. I saw some irelevant items and Yee ask me to settle down, I duno y. at such sudden, tears burst out! Sigh, i guess i will slowly let it go, but its reli hard for me! Y muz you treat me dat way when i cant let it go? Why dont u do dat earlier? YOU ARE BLOODY TORTURING ME!
3 days since we din contact. I feel d same, sour, sad & emo. Somebody! pls lead me to the best way for me! Someone, PLS DRAG ME OUT FROM THE HELL!
Today, I went to school for Kursus Kepimpinan PRS. I was the Mentor of group 1, the nine. I love my anak buah! they are very cooperative! We played explorist and we got NO1!We were very happy! THE NINE!! WE R THE ONE!!
Then, Erene came and fetch us to the PPIA centre. The children there are very cute. Interacted with them, i dun feel like the are different with us. They were like as same as us. They were clever too. They are pretty pretty cute! I love them, how i wish i can visit them once every week. Owhhh.... it was the greatest memory of mine there!
Night, i went CM Tan's BM tuition. I saw some irelevant items and Yee ask me to settle down, I duno y. at such sudden, tears burst out! Sigh, i guess i will slowly let it go, but its reli hard for me! Y muz you treat me dat way when i cant let it go? Why dont u do dat earlier? YOU ARE BLOODY TORTURING ME!
3 days since we din contact. I feel d same, sour, sad & emo. Somebody! pls lead me to the best way for me! Someone, PLS DRAG ME OUT FROM THE HELL!
Today, I went to school for Kursus Kepimpinan PRS. I was the Mentor of group 1, the nine. I love my anak buah! they are very cooperative! We played explorist and we got NO1!We were very happy! THE NINE!! WE R THE ONE!!
Thursday 27 January 2011
SHOCKING! T.T
Sigh......... I was about to tell you my decision which you would like to hear it from me, but who knows, it doesnt seem to be fated! I was about to find you but then u found me at d same time too.
But, it was damn shocking! I tot it would be a text like what you normally do, but then you said the news which I never expected that you will be telling me that way. I was totally sanked that time, i was really speechless to heard that news from you. My heart became even more sour than before.
I was pretty happy tat time that ive got my answer n decision at last. When, i received that text, immediately, i became moodless. i off my notebook laptop, and went upstairs to my room and then switch on those low songs and listened. Then, i began to CRY, i dunno y, it was like evrything was very sudden & unexpectedly happend last nite to me.
I started to take out my pen knife and starting to draw and designed on my left hand. I dunno y at such sudden too, i would do that? Perhaps, it was my fault! I was too naive to do that type of decision while i still aware that it is not gonna be good. But, I warned myself before, If I would to make that decision, i ve to bear eveything. It was quite a long period before i made my mind and decision on that. Im so and very foolish!! SIGH~~~ I guess, I M NOT FATED TO DO THAT KIND OF DECISION!
I went to school, with quiet accent and moody profile. I told Xinyee everything, She advised me a lot too. I will listened to her advices and slowly let it go.
So, at the afternoon, i stayed back at school and went out with Xinyee, Peiling, Dodo, Jesslyn & Wanyu to buy PPIA's things. We fooled around at the supermarket, Carrefour quite a while and then, we headed to G-Space Cafe to tuck in something. Then, after Joan was back from BP Mall with Jamie, I told her I m at G-Space, and then, she came. then, that view was pretty awkward. I decided to make Joan stay at the next table and let peiling & others remained their seats.
I was really & totally have no idea to do anything, I was like, HELL, Im so sorry to them, except DODO. My mind was really blank that time and i dono what shd be done. Then, I decided to run 2 ways. Then, Jem arrived and accompany Joan for some time, i was a bit relieved but i was scared at the same time too. Sigh, I guess, i should be even more careful next time. Sigh~~~~
Then, i went to school for my sport blue house team practise. I was there on time and started to practice and train my stamine together with Shu Miin, then, at such sudden, My leg cramped suddenly. My speed slowed down. I decided to take a break. & after that while, i was okay. when it was time for Form 5 to run the 100 metres, it started to drizzle and we were being advised to go to the open hall for attendance marking.
After a while, the rain stopped. Erene, Dodo and I was trying to figure out on who are the 20 runners for bahagian A to the event of 800 metres. While we were discussing, Shumiin was leading the perbarisan of our blue house team. That moment, i went to tell Vivian Tan that she had be chosen to participate the 800 metres event, she pushed away that time but i left her. Then, she was unhappy and angry. She threw her temper at me.
I was shocked that time, as i tot she was angry of other thing, but i got the answer from Sze Min. I was very guilty and decided to talk to her. But she was avoiding me. At last, i ran as fast as i could to catch her and I did it. I did talk to her and her temper had slowly decreased down and I told her evrything. But what was unfortunate is I hurted my muscles and my left leg slowly cramped. I was very suffocating and i had to walked slowly. I need to get my rest. I was bloody busy this week.
I guess i have to stop and have my rest now! Too much events happend to me this week. I should calm myself down.
Chines New Year is approaching and M going to PPIA 2mrw and KURSUS KEPIMPINAN PRS on Sat.
That's all for today! Will update soon. Toodles~~
IM SORRY JOAN, PEILING,WANYU,JESSLYN!!! =( SORRY!
But, it was damn shocking! I tot it would be a text like what you normally do, but then you said the news which I never expected that you will be telling me that way. I was totally sanked that time, i was really speechless to heard that news from you. My heart became even more sour than before.
I was pretty happy tat time that ive got my answer n decision at last. When, i received that text, immediately, i became moodless. i off my notebook laptop, and went upstairs to my room and then switch on those low songs and listened. Then, i began to CRY, i dunno y, it was like evrything was very sudden & unexpectedly happend last nite to me.
I started to take out my pen knife and starting to draw and designed on my left hand. I dunno y at such sudden too, i would do that? Perhaps, it was my fault! I was too naive to do that type of decision while i still aware that it is not gonna be good. But, I warned myself before, If I would to make that decision, i ve to bear eveything. It was quite a long period before i made my mind and decision on that. Im so and very foolish!! SIGH~~~ I guess, I M NOT FATED TO DO THAT KIND OF DECISION!
I went to school, with quiet accent and moody profile. I told Xinyee everything, She advised me a lot too. I will listened to her advices and slowly let it go.
So, at the afternoon, i stayed back at school and went out with Xinyee, Peiling, Dodo, Jesslyn & Wanyu to buy PPIA's things. We fooled around at the supermarket, Carrefour quite a while and then, we headed to G-Space Cafe to tuck in something. Then, after Joan was back from BP Mall with Jamie, I told her I m at G-Space, and then, she came. then, that view was pretty awkward. I decided to make Joan stay at the next table and let peiling & others remained their seats.
I was really & totally have no idea to do anything, I was like, HELL, Im so sorry to them, except DODO. My mind was really blank that time and i dono what shd be done. Then, I decided to run 2 ways. Then, Jem arrived and accompany Joan for some time, i was a bit relieved but i was scared at the same time too. Sigh, I guess, i should be even more careful next time. Sigh~~~~
Then, i went to school for my sport blue house team practise. I was there on time and started to practice and train my stamine together with Shu Miin, then, at such sudden, My leg cramped suddenly. My speed slowed down. I decided to take a break. & after that while, i was okay. when it was time for Form 5 to run the 100 metres, it started to drizzle and we were being advised to go to the open hall for attendance marking.
After a while, the rain stopped. Erene, Dodo and I was trying to figure out on who are the 20 runners for bahagian A to the event of 800 metres. While we were discussing, Shumiin was leading the perbarisan of our blue house team. That moment, i went to tell Vivian Tan that she had be chosen to participate the 800 metres event, she pushed away that time but i left her. Then, she was unhappy and angry. She threw her temper at me.
I was shocked that time, as i tot she was angry of other thing, but i got the answer from Sze Min. I was very guilty and decided to talk to her. But she was avoiding me. At last, i ran as fast as i could to catch her and I did it. I did talk to her and her temper had slowly decreased down and I told her evrything. But what was unfortunate is I hurted my muscles and my left leg slowly cramped. I was very suffocating and i had to walked slowly. I need to get my rest. I was bloody busy this week.
I guess i have to stop and have my rest now! Too much events happend to me this week. I should calm myself down.
Chines New Year is approaching and M going to PPIA 2mrw and KURSUS KEPIMPINAN PRS on Sat.
That's all for today! Will update soon. Toodles~~
IM SORRY JOAN, PEILING,WANYU,JESSLYN!!! =( SORRY!
Wednesday 26 January 2011
Which decision is the best? ♥
I think of my ppl~ At such sudden, i think of my ppl, i dunno y? I was like... Shd i do that decision? I would like to, but i jz dun trust myself! Apart from that, izit ok to do so? Izit over? I really dono what to do!
Every nite, i'll think back & hope that my heart may stable and someone could lead me a perfect answer!
Should I?? OR? Shouldn't I? =I
Am goin to PPIA centre with my fellows interactors commitees this Friday. Can't wait to interact with those children. INTERACT CLUB OF SMK CONVENT, ROCKS! Jiayou interactors men!! ♥
Hope everything can goes well! Sigh~~ ><
That's all ba~ Will update soon! tata~ ♥
Every nite, i'll think back & hope that my heart may stable and someone could lead me a perfect answer!
Should I?? OR? Shouldn't I? =I
Am goin to PPIA centre with my fellows interactors commitees this Friday. Can't wait to interact with those children. INTERACT CLUB OF SMK CONVENT, ROCKS! Jiayou interactors men!! ♥
Hope everything can goes well! Sigh~~ ><
That's all ba~ Will update soon! tata~ ♥
Justin Bieber - Pray ♥
♥ =)
I just can't sleep tonight.
Knowing that things ain't right.
It's in the papers, it's on the TV, it's everywhere that I go.
Children and crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don't have a home
But I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain
Hey... can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I can see a brighter day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner,
Is still there on my plate.
Ooh i got a vision, to make a difference,
and it's starting today.
Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain
Can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I can see a brighter day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and...
I pray for the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today?
I just can't sleep tonight,
Can someone tell me how to make a change?
I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray, (Ooh)
I close my eyes and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and i pray, (ooh)
I pray, I pray
I close my eyes and pray...♥
I love this song! Its so touching to sing the lyrics along and watch the Music Video of this song by Justin Bieber! ♥
I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER!!! BIEBER FEVER! ♥ ♥ ♥
I just can't sleep tonight.
Knowing that things ain't right.
It's in the papers, it's on the TV, it's everywhere that I go.
Children and crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don't have a home
But I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain
Hey... can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I can see a brighter day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner,
Is still there on my plate.
Ooh i got a vision, to make a difference,
and it's starting today.
Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain
Can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I can see a brighter day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and...
I pray for the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today?
I just can't sleep tonight,
Can someone tell me how to make a change?
I close my eyes, and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray, (Ooh)
I close my eyes and i can see a better day,
I close my eyes and i pray, (ooh)
I pray, I pray
I close my eyes and pray...♥
I love this song! Its so touching to sing the lyrics along and watch the Music Video of this song by Justin Bieber! ♥
I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER!!! BIEBER FEVER! ♥ ♥ ♥
Monday 24 January 2011
BUSY BUSIER!!!
My life is getting tougher and tougher. I was like time is not enough for me to do my things completely and perfectly. Sigh, i wish time could move slower.
Homeworks are like mountains each day. Sigh, theres more too, am now the president of PRS, and interact's activity is still going on around as we must remain active. Now, even the sports practice are here too. Its even buzier! Sigh. But i love sports. I wish i could get good result for each event i took part in. I would like to get medals like last year i did and i extremely wish i could enter to MSSD level. I wanna get active for my koko marks to be well! I must buck up & be determined! I mz do it, i've to trust myself that i can do it! JIAYOU!!!! ♥
That's all 1st ba, bye! will update soon! ^^
Homeworks are like mountains each day. Sigh, theres more too, am now the president of PRS, and interact's activity is still going on around as we must remain active. Now, even the sports practice are here too. Its even buzier! Sigh. But i love sports. I wish i could get good result for each event i took part in. I would like to get medals like last year i did and i extremely wish i could enter to MSSD level. I wanna get active for my koko marks to be well! I must buck up & be determined! I mz do it, i've to trust myself that i can do it! JIAYOU!!!! ♥
That's all 1st ba, bye! will update soon! ^^
Thursday 20 January 2011
Back to December ♥
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days
when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love
and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.
All the time
♥Taylor Swift♥
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days
when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love
and all I gave you was goodbye.
So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you
saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.
All the time
♥Taylor Swift♥
Sunday 9 January 2011
BUSY!
School starts a few days already, homeworks still a lot! Now, starting next week sport practise will start. Phewwww, Biru mz get back last year's history!
Had mesyuarat biru yesterday,
Ketua: Erene Chew ^^
Penolong: Sze Min
Setia: Dodo ^^
P. Setia: Syazawanie
Benda: Li Ling
P. Benda: A malay
AJK Ting 5: QiJUn
Ting 4: Vivian Tan
Ting 3: Eunice
Ting 2: Christine
Ketua Khemah : Si Xing
Ketua Perbarisan : Shu Miin
BIRU BIRU! GOGOGO! FIGHTING~! WE MUZ WIN N GET NO 1~~~~!!!!! Jiayou BIRU! Gambateh everybody =)
Bye for now~ will update soon~ ^^
Had mesyuarat biru yesterday,
Ketua: Erene Chew ^^
Penolong: Sze Min
Setia: Dodo ^^
P. Setia: Syazawanie
Benda: Li Ling
P. Benda: A malay
AJK Ting 5: QiJUn
Ting 4: Vivian Tan
Ting 3: Eunice
Ting 2: Christine
Ketua Khemah : Si Xing
Ketua Perbarisan : Shu Miin
BIRU BIRU! GOGOGO! FIGHTING~! WE MUZ WIN N GET NO 1~~~~!!!!! Jiayou BIRU! Gambateh everybody =)
Bye for now~ will update soon~ ^^
Sunday 2 January 2011
1st post in 2011~
2011 is here>< oh god, sooooo fast! 2mrw school reopens and i'll need to face the BIG BIG PROJECT, SPM! whoa~~ damn scare~ haiz.. wat to do? wat's is there to face is to face sooner or later.
Erene is now in 5ST2~ While Yee is stiil at 5ST1~ she'll miss erene very much~ sigh~ i'll miss her too. Nevermind~~! what matter is we are still in the same school but different class, and our class are jz nextdoor to each other~ wahahaha. ^^
When we return to school tommorow, many things to do! sigh~~ 1st, we'll nid to attend perhimpunan~ @@. then to notify the schedule of LATIHAN SUKAN i guess. Oh man~~ I'm gonna be DARK again><
Well, its a new year! A new start! Evrything is NEW! start afresh!!
THE GAME IS ON~~~~!!!! Gambateh everyone!
P/S: Will online lesser nowadays~~! But will still try my best to keep this blog updated~~!
Okay~ Bye eveyone~ ^^
Erene is now in 5ST2~ While Yee is stiil at 5ST1~ she'll miss erene very much~ sigh~ i'll miss her too. Nevermind~~! what matter is we are still in the same school but different class, and our class are jz nextdoor to each other~ wahahaha. ^^
When we return to school tommorow, many things to do! sigh~~ 1st, we'll nid to attend perhimpunan~ @@. then to notify the schedule of LATIHAN SUKAN i guess. Oh man~~ I'm gonna be DARK again><
Well, its a new year! A new start! Evrything is NEW! start afresh!!
THE GAME IS ON~~~~!!!! Gambateh everyone!
P/S: Will online lesser nowadays~~! But will still try my best to keep this blog updated~~!
Okay~ Bye eveyone~ ^^
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