Tuesday :) Wednesday

12.3.2013

It's Tuesday :)

As usual school session ends at 2.30pm.
Then I decided to go Square1 to buy some presents for my friends. :)
Le boy decided to company me that afternoon. Heee :D ♥
So I followed Fang's car back her house since her house is so damn near to Square1.
Well, bathed at her hommie.
Then le boy came to her house to bring me together to go le mall ^^
But before reaching, le boy went to the wrong way. @@
But still in the end he got to reach la xD ♥

Hmm... how did le boy came to meet me??
Well, its public bus obviously! xD
Pity le boy for staying and walking all the way under the hot blasting sun! > <
Imma blessed girl and I know it! Teehee :D ♥

So then we went to the mall together ^^
Went to buy 2 watches.
Respectively for friends [ Sky & Lisy]
Then 3 One piece's chopper's items for le Fang ^^
*purpose- le sky and fang are the two nice one who always bring me home and fetch me anywhere. Presents given to them is to thank them for all those time that they had spent on me. Thanks to them both lotsaaaa (: *

Then le boy brought me to Pharmacy [Guardian ] and bought me five packs of Gastric Meds.
*forced to* haha and then a little le Stitch from le boy ^^ So happy. Weee~^^ ♥ Thanks BB ^^♥

Then we went back to Fang's hommie together and before Fang opens her gate we both sat outside a little wooden hut opposite her house and chit chat for some time :) ♥
Then, its time to go! :x 
As usual both were unwilling to let each other go. > <
But we still have to do so. > <
Love ya, bb ^3^ ♥

Then waited for le mommy at Fang's hommie to come fetch me.
Then I gave her all the stuffs i bought for her.
Well, as usual. Sampat as always! XD
She wanted to yelled so much but then her bro and dad were home.
So she yelled not LOUDLY! haha
Its so happy to get to see her loving those stuffs so much.
Felt happy, satisfied and contented :)
Again, Thanks lotsa girl ^^ ♥




13.3.2013

Today we had Majalah's Redaksi meeting during Extra-cocuricular session.
Well, we had our board of comitees out already.
What post am I in again?
Well, I'm in charge in advertisments [Iklan]
WTF! AGAIN?!!
I hate this post the most!
Why must it always be me??
I don't get it!! > <
I'll rather be in charge in Photography or others but never never this!!!
I'm not one who is pro in finding sponsors from others man.
Based on my experience, sponsors should be found for every single commitee.
Now that only four people are in charge of this.
Heck. This is way damn tough!! =.="
When the meeting ended just now, another comitee who is in charge together with me in this asked me to go find those sponsors this saturday.
Gosh, I don't dare to promise man.
I kept on thinking after and after again after that.
My mind tells me that 'maybe I should just give up and quit myself in Redaksi'
But not anyone problems here ya.
It's my own problem, and I dont think I would be able to do well in this sponsors jobs.
Honestly, I wanted to be in this Redaksi.

Next, family's condition is getting more and more complicated.
Sighhh... What should I say??
Mom's condition is still not fully stabalized.
Dad's pressures on works are increasing day by day.
Sis's tantrums still the same.
Ahhhh!!! Can I just bang the wall?? > <
Imma really real way tired with these.

School works?!!
Assignments?!!
Presentations?!!

School works quite a few number which I'm not real good with yet.
Assignments still at the very begginning.
Proposals still unavailable to get to refer from teacher.
Presentations are real near but our teacher seems to not guiding us well.
How the heck can we make it on time??!

What am I think right now?
Well, Can I make it on time??
Will I manage to get those sponsors on time?
Will I manage to deal well with my school works?
Will  my assignments managed to be done on time?
Will my proposals be good enough?
Will I make it during my presentations?

Ahhhh!!! I so damn wanna scream out loud right now!!
So many worries and stuffs inside my head!!
Can I cry? Can I shout?
Am I depressed or am I stressed??
Which one?
Sigh... :(

Hope I won't get insomnia tonight :(

Some awesome events ♥

CNY HOMEVISITS with le OKU members of ours!! ♥

As usual, we went house to house :)

It was an awesome gathering with them ♥

Another happy day ^^

It's Valentine's Day. 14.2.13

This time Valentine stroke with Chinese New Year and it was the 4th day of CNY!

Le boy was at his hometown, Perlis *the very top end of malaysia's map*

Miles and distance away but we are still that sweet :) heee

It was the second Valentine that we both had together.

So, I decided to make him something.

Teehees, there are 14 hearts in the box.

Its all ownmade and own folded by me!

I can see le boy love it. Hehee ^3^

Love ya bb ♥

It's a Melacca trip with le lovers :) ♥ 
We had our 2days 1 night trip over there.
It was sure an awesome one and FYI, its my first time ever to stay overnight with friends.
Aww... That was a super awesome feeling for me ♥
Le lovers & I went to a few places in Melacca then.
First from sentral we took public bus to Hatten's Square.
Then we used le dodo's brand new Iphone5's GPS to track for our hotel which is 'Laboss Hotel'
Sounds interesting and Like a boss huh?? XD

Well, then we proceed our journey all the way on foot and we found it!!
So, we checked in and dropped by all our luggages and stuffs all over there at the reception counter at the lobby :)
We then proceed to a Nyonya styled Restaurant to have out lunch!
AND BOMB!! It costs us 100+ bucks!! *Oh god*

Then we decided to go Dataran Pahlawan for a short walk before we could went into our rooms.
Then its time, we all walked back to our hotel and got our room.
Ladies were all in Room 101
Meanwhile le boy and I were in Room 301
*2 floors distance* 

After taking a short and quick bath, a brief rest, we all then headed back to Dataran Pahlawan again to meet our Xinyee, my dear ♥
Then we all went Coral Wonderland, then to 6D Short Movie and we watched 'The Mummy' for bout 20mins only.
Then shopping!!!! XD

It's almost evening so, we stopped by at starbucks to have a drink and a little rest ^_^
Then its almost 5, we decided to hunt outside of the mall and lead to Jonker Street instead! 
So, we guys walked all the way from up and down through the historical buildings and guess we all get to lose some weights! XD 

After jonker, we head back to our hotel as all of us are all so tired. 
Thanks to Xinyee's le senior for sending us back to our hotel. :)
She was very friendly and kind and very nice lady :)
Not just her, al those seniors no matter guys or ladies that were there with us that night was nice too!
Nice meeting you all :)

Before goin back our hotel, we stopped by at Seven-Eleven somewhere near our hotel as le ladies wanted to get themselves some beers and reeady to get drunk and crazy that night! @@
So, le ladies all went and get one except me and le boy. haha GOOD BOY ♥

Oh ya, saying bout le boy. He was sick that day. He got measles unfortunately but we don't even care about this! haha. Still ass sweet and still that caring and loving.:P  HAHA ♥ Le boy was trying to get some distance with me at the begginning cos he was heartaching to let me affected. But I told le boy, forget about those distance and fear. We will just let God to make up the decision for us. Heee.. :P♥

That very same night, this boy got ganged up with le lady, Shumiin for springing me a surprise due to our 1st anniversary was just around the corner that time. He surprised me with glowing sticks arranged in a heart-shaped and then did me an Instagram book of memories of us and the lastly, the knelt down and proposed to me with a ring!! What was my reaction?? Well, I just none stop yelling "Oh God! Oh God!" haha. Thanks hubby!! Love that night so much!! Love ya till always, bb♥ ^3^
Pichas do the best elaboration. :)

The next day we then went to mahkota parade and went to Nadeje for lunch and then headed back to BP and each respective home. It was really an awesome one with le lovers!! Love you all lovers!! ♥ xoxo

This post now end here. Will try to update soon.
Adios readers ^^

Sincerely :
Kaikai ♥

Tough

Time ticks, Life goes on.
Life of mine is getting even much much tougher than before.
Or should I say? It's never been good since my Pre-U life started.
It's really suffocating to flash back myself.

Frankly, I'm different in school and I'm different in my living room.
AND I'm definitely different in my own room.
At school, people see me laughs, see my craziness and my smiles.
In living room, they see a daughter getting crazy if there's something funny in the TV. Laugh together.
In my very own room. Should I say  HELL  ??

It's been too much stuffs happening around these days.

STUDIES
They never get easy till now.
I'm just taking 5 subjects but I duno why the hell izit so hard for me??
Flashing back : I took 8 subjects in my secondary life. It's hasn't been so hard man.
Ekonomi teacher is racing like F1. Never reduce the speed but instead keep on racing.
Recently, she started to divided us into groups and asked us to present ourselves WITHOUT TEACHING at the VERY BEGINNING.
Tension increase fractually.
Whenever I read Eko, nothing being absorbed into my mind.
I know Imma badly idiot in Maths or shd I say countings.
I duno how to express fully here but........
When I see anything connected to Ekonomi, Im freaking down. Freaking lost. Freaking Numb.
I just don't know why. Perhaps, I'm scared of this.
But I did try to be friend with Mr Ekonomy.

Now, PA teacher of mine had went MEKAH.
Based from what I've known, he will be back after our 1st Sem's finals.
God damn it!! No teacher is here to guide us with the rest of our syallabus.
Dafuq??!

Next, MUET.
I actually had my MUET Speaking last Thursday.
As usual, Imma A.
So 1st group to start, perhaps White Mice too.
Bloody nervous as my sitting position is facing the crowds of my class.
and my question was
'Explain Why will you choose "How to improve the relationship between neighbours" to be the title of your workshop'
DAMN IT! I was like dafuq question this is!!
When its time to speak, i did speak but guess what??!!
I was focusing on "How to improve the relationship between neighbours".
Damn! Out of the topic!!
Come to task B, should be kinda like disscussion right?
Guess what, NONE of US spoke.
Because the other 3 are Malays, they were like looking at their papers.
How could I respond with members like this??
Took bout 5 mins, teacher got fed up.
Immediately chased us back to our seats.
What did I get? BAND 1.
Fully dissapointed !!

GEOGRAPHY
There are 20+ chapters to be covered.
I'm only at the 3rd chapter.
DEAD

ARTS
There are theories to be read.
But I hvn't touched them since we had so much folios to be done.
DEAD

Finals is getting nearer. I could only feel FEAR & TERROR. Im real dead.

FAMILY
Mom's condition sometimes seems to be allright but sometimes not really.
Even I'm d one driving only at 50 the fastest.
She is already freaking out.
But can't be blamed.
But mom, I'm not sleeping in the same room as u.
So, I dont even know whether u get to sleep well at night or not.
But surely, I wish with all my heart that u could sleep well every night.

FRIENDSHIP
Well, 'Mr & Mrs H' just broke up recently.
Both are friends of mine.
The lady is in the same class as I'm.
The guy is some kinda mutual close friend of mine.
Now they had broke up, the guy came to me.
Asking bout her recent life.
I don't mind to help.
Really. But I just hope those old histories would came back to me.
I really wished to help, trust me.

Frankly, friends of Pre-U of mine doesn't really acheived as what I expected.
I just feel like Imma invisible girl who just came in and interupt.
One of it, we were quite close last time but now, I felt we are already not.
Another one only share stuffs to the sky and the aunt.
What bout me? I'm always alone.
The reason why I could be so happy with them is not we are linked.
But its me, always the one asking 'What happened'? 'Who?' 'Why?'
These made me feel like I'm so damn freaking annoying.
I really miss my secondary life so muchhhhhhhhhhhh!
I will always have few of them who will share things with me.
Who will always let me know whats happening,
Who will always laughs and share secrets together.
Who really felt like i'm their real friend.
But now, in my Pre-U life, i felt nothing like this at all.
I'm not trying to say anything ya.
Just my own expression of feelings over here.
So if anyone of u see this.
Dont sad ya.
U are all still my good friends (:

SCHOOL
It's really has been like a hell to me.
Once I opened my eyes.
I really wish to close them back and not to be at school.
Sometime, when I'm awake.
I'm actually shivering.
I cant believe it but frankly I did.
It's really never like a school for me.
I couldn't feel the world 'school' in this school at all.

HEALTH
I have been suffering alot.
Headache
Giddyness
Gastric
They are just like marathons.
Unexpected.
Seek for doc?
Doc said ....etc......etc.......etc........etc........etc...
Given me meds, that's all.
I'm at real stress and tension stage till i cant sleep well at night.
I will automatically get awake at 3am daily.
And I will render for few mins or an hour only I got my sleep back.
Sometimes when I'm in my room I could out of the blue.
Even im just purely listening to songs, i cried too.
I felt the fear. But I really dono what stuffs am I fearing with?
I just simply feel the fear and whole body feel uneasy.
Like Headache Giddyness and Gastric will definitely stroke!
Based on my own observation, I guess I'm now belong to one of the patient now.

Life is real hard and tough for me right now.
Sometimes, I really wish to be fainted or even comma for just a few days so that I could at least dont have to think of anything. I really wish so. I know I'm crazy, but....well....
There's simply too much to write. But for now, I cant take it anymore. So, let's just stop here. Adios.

JULY :)

09.06.2012 :D

Went DREAMWORLD at the begginning.

Then We headed for our dinner at Daikokutei ;)

Lastly to MOVIE at MBO to watch Madagascar.

Nice day being with members :D

Here's the Pictures!!