Leftout :(

These days, i kept being left out by you`
Sigh...........................

Time flies`
Days past`

AND

I cant keep it anymore!
Im seriously and very tired ! :(

Seriously, after the letter, evrything changed!!!
These days, I really tried not to control and tried to changed my ways of communicating with you`
But, things seemed to be very hard for me to get us back as before`
Sigh`
I wanted to share and cheers my school time with you but you are always not around`
You kept goin to the other place and once you sat there, its gonna be long`
I kept quiet, i tried to bear with those`
Well, obviously I cant stand anymore`
Hey, i kept quiet all the time doesnt mean I like it, you know?
When you tell me that you wanna shift yr place, i still answer your quest with a smile`
But, honestly, my heart felt empty once everytime you moved away`
I guess you never notice this`

Well, its all right`
Saying bout kinda recent matters`
You said i never told you bout the 'matter'`
But, hey, lets flash back`
If I were to tell you`
How could i tell??
You are not at the place (Next to me)`
You had always been shifting to the other gang`
How do I suppose to tell you all those`

Another reason, i really thought you knew it at the first place`
Trust me, i really do think so`
I thought my girl will tell you what happened to us and its not really a happy case`
That's why i didnt tell you`
Besides, you are one very determine in studies`
Im rally scared you wouldnt like to know bout this too much, as you faced your last tragedy was also a sad one`
I really dont want you to think back of your sad tragedy`

This morning, as our class were busy discussing with the class's jamuan`
You were as usual, with the gangs`
and the gang gave lotsa comments where actually mostly all of us dont really like it`
But, look at your reactions`
Sigh, its annoying ---- noted!

Well, i dont have any intention to backstab you or anything`
Just sharing my this feelings out as there's no one for me to share with`
So, I hope you wouldnt get misunderstood with these`

SORRY FOR THE PAST`

BUT I damn wish we could be as close, cheerful and happy like before together` :"(

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

Lyrics to Wish You Were Here :
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all
There’s a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[chorus]
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
I love the way you are
It’s who I am
Don’t have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really miss
All those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[chorus]

Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
No, I don’t want to let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go (repeats)
[chorus]
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
(Grazie a Simona per questo testo)
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all
There’s a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[chorus]
Damn
Damn
Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
I love the way you are
It’s who I am
Don’t have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really miss
All those crazy things ya said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there
You’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[chorus]
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you here, here, here.
(I wish you were here)
Damn Damn Damn
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
No, I don’t want to let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go (repeats)
(chorus)

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting


It couldn't be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core



But hold your breath



Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind



I won't live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find



This is not what I intended

I always swore to you that I would never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start



Oh, But hold your breath



Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible to find



So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep



And hold onto your words

‘Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep



Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find



Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find`
 
:')

Sighhhhh```

I got my 1/2 BI result,
Well my paper 2 doesnt really sounded well` :(
Hope the paper that im getting tmr (paper2) will help me to get the expected marks that i always wanted!!

WISH ME LUCK! :(

Angry but hurts and sad for me too` :'(

Im going straight to the point!!

First, I know you dont feel happy when you got the news bout me and him being together`
I knew it!
Because of this matter too, you and I cold war for about a week+`
Well, I didnt really know you backstabbed me till this far!!
YOU! CAN! SAY! THAT! IM Stupid, bad or whatever!!
BUT YOU ARE NOT FIT ENOUGH TO SAY THAT IM
better known for the things that I do on the mattress!!
DAMN! You can scold anything, i can just remain silent as I dont wanna waste my time!
BUT! SAying bout that MATRESS thing!
DAMN you! YOU are too much!
My reputation just being washed away that way by YOU!
AND! even if my reputation need to be washed away,
THERE's no rights for you to say those things that ive never done before, Ma'am! -.-
And obviously, you have no rights to say me that way too!
**** ~!@#$%^&**(-+)=-`.,;['>]\/?"

Think of your own la, what did you did these days?!
Crazy with boys.
Till like no love at this moment for you its gonna be END OF YOUR LIFE la!
Songs are not for you to use to ---- people like that wan!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGX01uXAKtE!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!