July

Aloha!!
It's just a short update here in my bloggie.
JUST HIGHGHTS ya. Opps, sorry.

1.7.2013
It's the birthday of my baby dear, Xinyee!
We've known each other since High School.
7 years of friendship.
It was awesome to have her in my life.
Of crse, I'll never forget to celebrate for her :D

6.7.2013
My big boy's birthday!
Though we dont get to celebrate together on the exact date as he went KL for an International Robotic Competition as a Volunteer Helpers.
So, of course I never forget to celebrate for him. Opps xD

9.7.2013
MUET July Session.
Speaking Exam.
What are the important factors of a sportman.
A-Supports from family members
B-Train well in particular sports
C-Time management
D-Financial suports from sponsors

I'm candidate B, and I'm really speechless to see this!
SAD CASE.

12.7.2013
Celebrated my baby boy's birthday with some of my plan.
Teehees. He loves it and it was awesome! :D


15.7.2013
SEM 2's result is revealed!
Sad case. Expected to get at least some pointers in Econs & Geography
but ended up NONE again.
Sigh.
Pre U, Form6 is really hard.

20.7.2013
MUET July Session Wrting Test
Reading-Cant finish it on time. Ended up crying alone at the staircase after the paper. Can't believe i really teardropped. Sigh~
Writing-Essay of part b was totally speechless.
Listening- Voice was too soft.
Conclusion, my band 4 is totally gone.
Wasted another RM101.
ANOTHER very sad case.

Middle of April ♥

HAPPINESS ♥

Wee^^ I have got le teddy I've always wanted for so long! ♥

It's the A.E.I.O.U. Studio's Teddy Bear ♥♥♥

Super love it ^^♥

Thanks le boy for buying me this and we had a name for this teddy and its BBB =] ♥

BBB means our baby xD hehe♥♥♥

Opps!! Another date xD ♥

It's TGIF!!♥

Le boy fetched my after school and headed home with me and waited for me to bath.

Then we headed for our lunch and hung out at BP Mall.

As we were shopping, we stopped by a phone case's stall and we both ended up seeing this 'One Piece' characters cover and very luckily and coincidently, our both phones hae the same covers! Hehes :D

Super loving it and thanks lotsa again to BB. Love UU ^^ ♥♥♥♥♥

My every part of happiness comes from le boy. ♥♥

He's my everything ♥ ;

My love ♥

My life ♥

My Partner ♥

My Best Friend ♥

My supporter ♥

My back ups ♥

My spine ♥

My courage ♥

♥ and in our future, 

If God fulfil us. ♥

♥ We'll be husband & wife ♥

and by that time 

He'll be my.....

 ♥ H U B B Y ♥

and he will always be my..

♥ E V E R Y T H I N G ♥

♥ no matter what. ♥

♥ NOTHING's GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU♥

♥ I LOVE YOU BABE ♥ 

ROLLER COASTER MOOD

Recently, Imma in the roller coaster mood.

I'm sometimes in HAPPINESS

but

Mostly I'm in PAIN & STRESS

or 

Perhaps I'm DEPRESSED too.

Here it is, the storyline of my roller coaster mood.

I always own an advantage and also a disadvantage.

I care my every single close friend/best friend very badly.

Imma girl who will sacrifice and do whatever it takes to give my best to them.

But each and every single time, I ended up suffers in PAIN.

Perhaps, I should say it's always in PAIN.

I've always been thinking :

" Do I have the need to tell people around me about my mood and feelings?"

I always wonder.

I bloody do.

Sometimes, when people around you get to feel you are different is great though.

But, to think back, Is it really that great?

Let's ask myself.

My relationship.

Do I feel secured and satisfied with it.

Yes, I DO.

and its like

YEA, I SUPER DO.

Well, if people around me whom are close to me, they know

THAT Le BOY & I are very well going or so call sweet.

I admit, WE DO.

We are really smooth going in our relationship.

We are sweet indeed.

*not trying to show arrogant but just to spit all my feelings out*

But, le Boy and I would get to be in this state today is due to our FATE, I strongly believe.

People can say, If its wasn't me, the both of them wouldn't be ended up like today.

OR

Peopla can say too, If it's wasn't me letting them both, they wouldn't be like today.

Well, Rumour are still and always be Rumour.

I don't care whatever shit you would like to call it on me.

You can call me BITCH if you want to.

But, I strongly accuse.

I did not steal your freaking guy over.

and

IN LOVE/ RELATIONSHIP, 

there's nothing called, 'LET' or ‘退让’ in chinese.

So far, I've been in a relationship for twice.

I admit, both time, I could get to know my boyfriends is due to Friends.

But can you tell me, if its wouldn't friends?

How do we make more Friends?

I admit, my first & second boyfriend are the EX of my close friend.

First, was my longest known BFF/ Sister.

and

Second, which is the CURRENT one was once the EX of my Close Friend.

Here's something to my little sis,

Im really sorry for you. 

I really feel bad and guilty towards you.

But I'm really glad that our Friendship are still that strong after overcoming and facing major and various problems.

I highly and greatly thank you and apologize to u sincerely with my purest heart.

Love you still sis, if you don't, I won't blame u.

But I love you, I really do.

Now, as for my current one.

People may say Imma bitch.

I don't care cos I've not being doing anything wrong yet.

Hmm, perhaps a tiny little wrong in it.

But I own it my own.

MY VERY OWN.

I did not use any dirty tricks or whatsoever like other PRO Bitch will do. 

 I don't owe anyone.

When I got to be with him, that time we guys know things very well & clearly.

Don't we??

So if you can't put things down or another way of say being more matured,

I guess you'll never be happy.

There's more to say but, I don't know how to express out yet.

P/S : This post I don't have any bad intention towards anyone.

It's just I wanted to share my own feeling which had been kept in my heart for a long time out here in my very personal and own blog.

Hope none of you will gets misunderstands here.

Happiness ♥

It's a lovely week of April's 2nd week^^♥

What is the so call happiness?? ^^♥

HAPPINESS is when you get to spend your time together with your love ones and also helping each other in overcoming any difficulties or problems :) ♥

09.04.2013

It's the last day for the Pre-U of TIGS to complete their PA's assignments. (The General Paper)

I did alot before this day, but le teacher ended up asking for different things from us which had made us all go hell wired and we have to rush all those within HOURS!!

Oh god. But I'm very lucky to have my boy here. ^^♥

He had his class till 11am only and I managed to call him to help me out!

He fetched me after school and brought me for lunch at Secret Recipe ^^♥

After filling our stomach full, we then headed home and start to rush le assignment!

It was 4 something when we reach my hommie and then about 5pm we started our engines and move things out!

Mom cooked some simply dishes when she got to know that le boy is staying here for dinner.

So, about 7 something we had our dinner together.

Then we proceed back to our work and ended up completed the whole assignment around 11pm+.

Poor le boy who had to drive back to his Uni home at that time. 

But thanks alot to him. If it wasn't him who helped, I'm definitely not gonna able to complete my assignment by that time!! ♥

Le faces of ours after the completed assignment ._. ♥

11.04.2013

It's Thursday and I skipped school due to my self unwell condition.

But got better roughly in noons.

And le boy brought me to bookshop to buy the book that I wanted.

Though its just a short one but I cherished and enjoyed it very much.

Thanks lotsa again to le boy ^3^ ♥

Le boy and I in the car =] ♥

12.04.2013

It's Friday!! 

TGIF!!!!♥

As usual, le boy fetched me after school and we went for lunch together at Witchery Ider and then delivered me back home and we stay at home and sweet for a while and then we went for our tea time later at Secret Recipe again XD♥

After school at Witchery Ider for lunch ^^♥                           Tea time at Secret Recipe ^^♥

13.04.2013

Its Saturday!!!!
Got up early morning at 6am just to make up for this little monster.
Fetched her and mom to her school around 6 something and then followed her teacher's car to her competition venue at Sin Hwa Primary School.
For your information, she participated in the SJK(c) English Carnival of BP District Level in Action Song's Component held by the Ministry of Education.
It was a busy day for me and le mom.
We companied her all the time till the carnival ends.
It was after 1pm and the results has been annouced!!
GUESS WHAT!??! Her team got CHAMPION for the Action Song Component!!
Congratz to the little girls ^^♥

Her OOTD for the competition.

 Le little girls who are all so happy to get Champion :)

After that around 4pm I got to hang out with le boy.♥

Went to his favo hairdressing shop at Taman Maju ( ART CREATION) and waited for him to have his haircut.

Then we headed to Square1 mall for a movie at 6pm. (G.I.JOE)

and then we went to PC fair and buy something and then we left there.

We then went to B&S Boutique Hotel's Boutique Cafe to have our dinner ^^

The cafe was very nice and colourful and I love that hotel very much ^^

After dinner we headed home and stayed up at my hommie's peak floor and had some chats till 11.30pm.

It was a tiring and happy saturday with him ^^♥

Again, thanks lotsa bb^^♥

♥

14.04.2013

It's SUNDAY!!

It's April's Valentine's aka Black Valentine's.

Edited a pic for le boy and posted in Instagram for him.♥

Thanks le boy for everything and I love you lotsa^^♥

Glad to have u in my life^^♥

Saranghaeyo ^3^♥

Le pic that I edited for le boy with our rings craved with JKWZ♥

♥ Fyi, JKWZ=JianKaiWeiZhen ^^♥ #endlesslove #coupleRings ♥

In short, really thanks alot to le boy for bringing and fetching me here and there.♥

We almost meet every day in this week.♥

Really thanks lotsa b.♥

Having you in my life made me know what's HAPPINESS really is.♥

Really appreciates every single thing u do for me.♥

Glad to have you and love ya lotsa bb^3^♥

Aishiteru BB ♥♥♥

Dear readers, that's all for today.

Will update soon.

Stay tuned yea.

Adios^^

End of March and Begginning of April =]

29.03.2013

Its almost the end of March.

It's my dear Ah Neo's Bday on the 30th.

But then we had a Pre-Brithday celebration for her a day earlier at Witchery Ider, Bus stand.

It was a surprise for her.

But then never expected those outcomes from her!

OMG. I surprised her with a cake without her knowing I'll be there with them.

I brought the cake in and then sang the birthday song together with other mates.

But then she was like she was never surprised at all!

OMG! But it's allright at least she still love the present and the cake that we gave it to her XD

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AH NEO!!! ♥

May your dreams come true and all the best in upcoming future!! 

Love you you and thanks for everything lah ^^ ♥

Le brithday girl & I =] 

It is the same day, but its at night that I had le gathering with le beloved members of mine. ^^

We went to Harbour steamboat for our dinner together and then we headed to Funfair for chilling.

It was absolutely happy to get to see such many Stitch pluggies there.

Immediately I told le boy about those Stitch! HAHA!

Well, he did tried to get me that but then he failed to and ended up getting a Hello Kitty Key-Chain and a Snake's Ladder's chess game. LOL.

What a noob price from those stalls = =

After that le girls took photos!

So i was immersed into them!

HAHA! Photo bomb and cam whoring! XD ♥

As we took photos le boy have gone missing!

We were wondering where was he?

But then he suddenly appear in front of me and gave me another Pooh's keychain!

LMAO! haha. another keychain!

But then suddenly, he came out with a Stitch pluggie at such sudden in front of me! ♥

He finally got it! He really got it!! ♥

OMG!! Love you lotsa bb! ♥ 

You are the best ^3^ ♥

And so then after that we all went to Wallpaper Cafe for yumcha :D ♥

And then Dodo & I got to meet a long lost contacted guys' friends and got to bring them out for some drinks and chit chat. :) ♥

My OOTD ^^

The girls in le funfair :)

The Stitch pluggie that le boy got me ^^

It's April!!! :)
Aloha April Sayonara March!!

1.4.2013

What happened?! It's April Fool.
Aha.. anyone got tricked that day?? xD
Well, I did ==
By le sis's boy in Facebook Private Message and I'm being fooled like an idiot for times==
Other than than nothing much happened though.

Oh ya, here something :) ♥
It's le monthsary of me and le boy ^^ ♥
HAPPY MONTHSARY BB^^ ♥
Love you you ^3^ ♥

 ♥ I LOVE YOU, BB ♥ 

02.04.2013

It's finally the day that we got our Student Matric Card!!
Then le classmates decided to go for steamboat while we had our Student card's discount!
HAHA!

 Our food and steamboat looking xD

03.04.2013

It's the day!

The day that we all went to Senggarang school for our Bengkel Lukis Seni Visual 

It was quite a boring talk but at least we still enjoy ourselves among us! haha xD

 Le Betty & I in the bus =]   

Le me in my complete school uniform in the bus =]

04.04.2013

Wow! Nice date huh xD

Anyway it's my longest buddy's birthday!!

And she is le ERENE!!

But too bad she and I are both too busy to get out.

So we don't get to meet and celebrate yet.

But I never forget on sending her text and wishing her.

We did mentioned in our text that we will meet someday when we both are free.

Hope to see her soon!

Miss her sooooo much!!! >3<

Allright. 

Next on will be my date with the 2nd dos of HPV injections!

As usual, went with le classmates together for this injection.

People said first dos is the most painful.

People do said second dos is the most painful.

People also said third dos is the most painful too.

WTH!! Which one should I listen to huh??

Of crse i listen to no one cos everybody is different =]

The 1st dos that I've taken was on the 28.2.2012 after the cross country competition.

What was my outcome? It's very unbelieveable actually!

It's the first time ever that I fainted after the injection.

Gosh@@ Scared die all the people around me!

But am touched enough to see ho caring they are to me

Thanks lotsa to all ^^

Well, then comes the 2nd dos.

I almost fainted but I didn't faint!!

Le classmates just claimed that my lips had gone real white and the whole body temperature of mine had gone up and eventually I was sweating with cold sweats!

I can feel myself very weak and harden that time.

But then I'm still managed to overcome it =]

Thanks to those nurses and classmates for the help and concern =]

The 3rd dos will be on the 29.08.2013.

I have my own prediction!

I predict that I would either faint n the worst case or belong to the same condition as I was in the 2nd dos!

Finger crossed anyway!

 Le face of mine after the injection. I know i looked weak right! >.<

That's all for today!

Stay tuned, readers and adios ^^

It's something assorted.

21.3.2012

It is the time.
The time whom everybody have been waiting for the outcome of each respective results.
Each respective the very 1st semester of the new modular STPM's system examinations.
Sighhh... Result of mine sure sucks.
I've ady prepared to get those shity shit shit results.
Tried to control my mood when I've got to see the outcomes.
Thanks to bb for the companies that night.
I did get a little insomnia that Weds night when I've got to see it.
Thanks to bb for the encouragements and supports.

Then, another day of schooling for sure.
It's thursday.
I went school with a normal mood. [controlled mood]
As usual, once everybody got to know its time for results releasing.
Everybody sure ask around for others' result as well.
So when I got to the next class.
Sky asked Fang to check for her.
So coincidently Fang was about to tell Sky and i was there.
Well, their result are all pretty nice one.
Acheived 3.00+ pointers and above.
Meanwhile Betty got 2.00+ pointers
While Joan got 1.00+ pointers.

Again, I'm at the bottom most.
What feeling did I had that time?
Hwak hwak pretty proud!?!
Well, it hurts me alot frankly.
People around me tend to get such nice result but I can't.
Those feelings, hurts real deep indeed.
Whats my problem??
Perhaps, I'm really a moron in studies.
Freaking damn hurts :'(

I tried to control myself for sure.
But I really don't have such appetite to eat during recess that day.
I really have no mood at all to leave my ass from the chair.
So I stayed in the class instead.
Doing my MUET's holidays homeworks.
Well, after that teachers all did not show up in class.
But everybody in the class are all going quiet.
Due to quite a big part of mates getting insatisfied results.
Everybody get emotional and quiet.
Zaty, a quite close malay classmate of mine came to me and chat with me.
Then as we chat, her tears dropped out.
Making mine uncontrolable too.
Mine dropped together with hers that time.
We both know each other's feeling quite well.
So its something heartaching. ;'(

Well, bb came to le hommie at night and companied me ^^♥

Le boy who companied and cheered me up that night ♥

Love ya bb ♥

22.03.2013

ITS FRIDAY!
TGIF!

It's gonna be the last day of school before a week of holidays leads ahead.
Its finally the day for us to get our RM250 free 1 Malaysia's books vouchers!

Le teachers and students of Pre-U TIGS 

 Le sick face of mine with the vouchers *lol*

23.03.2013

It's Saturday!

Le cousins and family came to le home in the morning. ♥

Bringing along le niece & le nephew together. ^^

Aren't they cute?? ^^

Its Little Xann (Left) and Little Sean (Right)  ♥

Spent my morning and afternoon with le relatives and Grandma as Grandma cooked some dishes for us. ♥

Wohoo.. damn nice!! Love her gaogao!! ♥ 

24.03.2013

It's Sunday!

Family day! 

YAY!

Went Popular of Summit and used up le vouchers to buy all these!! 

Wahaha!! Satisfied!! XD

Got more novels for myself.

And my studies partners, le stationeries!

Especially HIGHLIGHTERS!!!♥

I can't live without them during my studies!! 

HAHA XD

Le boy is returning back to his Uni Campus again tonight.
Meanwhile, he's gonna be having her last 3 subjects of his Final starting tomorrow till Wednesday and then he shall be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!♥
Wohooo!!
All the best BB♥
Jiayou and finger crossed!♥
Love ya to the max !♥
Muacks ^3^ ♥

The feeling of my happiness partly comes from him ♥ 

Love ya bb ^3^ ♥

♥ 就这样爱你 爱你 爱你 随时都要一起 ♥

That's all for these!
Adios and stay tuned ya ^^

A day out there ^^ ♥

15.3.2013

It's Friday Friday! XD
Weee!! TGIF!! ;D  ♥
As usual having school till 12.15pm and then rushed back home and have my real quick bath.
Then after that I need to head to one of the closest University to my hometown, Batu Pahat.
But before that, I have to go to the Bus Terminal of BP to catch a town bus as le boy was waiting over there for me ^^ ♥
But then, its shocking one here!
When I was on my journey I've texted him that I'm on my way.
He replied " He had reached "
Who knows when I reached there I don't even get to see a tiny shadow of le boy over there.
Obviously, i was freaking nervous!!!!!
Mind of mine was thinking lotsa stuffs like:
'Is he okay?'
'Why don't he pick up my phone?'
'Why can't I reach him'
'What's had happened to him in just that short period of time?'

Yet... After 15 missed calls.
He answered!!
*phew* *relieved*
So we went to Withchery Ider to have his Breakfast+Lunch -.-
There's another friend of him 'Meng Siang' who was a bout to catch a bus to Melacca to visit her girl too. How sweet ^^

Then here we go!!
It s situated at another place, with about 30mins of normal speed travel.
It's the University Tun Hussien Onn [UTHM] at Parit Raja.
What was my purpose going over there??
Well, not dating for sure har! *Though le boy is studying over there* xD
Well, my purpose going there was to do some research on my assignments about the 'Comments of Diploma Students with one of the cafe over there'
So, I need to look at the situations of the cafe.
Take some photos and do some research and also some tiny interview from le boy.

 With le boy in the public bus ^^

After that, I went to watch the Final Athletics of State Level in the Uni's stadium.
Well, for sure I have my classmates too!! :D
It's the Malay twins Aliah & Amirah. ;D ♥
Then I went to TIGS camp to find le junior, Mandy :)
I don't get to find her -.-
So we headed back to the astaka and in the journey back astaka I found her standing in front of me.
She was overwhelmed to see me. haha XD
From then we went to the astaka and she told me the stories while watching the other finals events.
She was crazy shouting and cheering for her friends over there. ♥

With le junior, Mandy & the twin classmates, Aliah & Amirah ^^

It's time to get back home!
Went to le boy's hostel to wait for him to done his stuffs packing before heading home.
I wait at a small hut behind his hostel.
Wait after 30mins, his daddy arrived!
Well, you know its the first time sitting his dad's car.
You know that feeling right?
*scared* *nervous* *panic*
While le boy still give me that kind of sound 'heh heh' *evilsmile* before i board onto his car!
Bad huh him?! ~.~

So then, we started moving back to BP :D ♥
In the journey I was playing with my phone while le boy chats with his Daddy.
While chatting this bad guy keep turns his hand to the back and keep playing and fooling around with me! >.< ♥
See!? People say he's sweet and caring! But he's naughty and a big bully sometimes! :P haha
Well, he's really a great guy lah. No regrets having him as my boy ;) ♥
Thanks for everything bb! Love ya ^^ ♥

Tuesday :) Wednesday

12.3.2013

It's Tuesday :)

As usual school session ends at 2.30pm.
Then I decided to go Square1 to buy some presents for my friends. :)
Le boy decided to company me that afternoon. Heee :D ♥
So I followed Fang's car back her house since her house is so damn near to Square1.
Well, bathed at her hommie.
Then le boy came to her house to bring me together to go le mall ^^
But before reaching, le boy went to the wrong way. @@
But still in the end he got to reach la xD ♥

Hmm... how did le boy came to meet me??
Well, its public bus obviously! xD
Pity le boy for staying and walking all the way under the hot blasting sun! > <
Imma blessed girl and I know it! Teehee :D ♥

So then we went to the mall together ^^
Went to buy 2 watches.
Respectively for friends [ Sky & Lisy]
Then 3 One piece's chopper's items for le Fang ^^
*purpose- le sky and fang are the two nice one who always bring me home and fetch me anywhere. Presents given to them is to thank them for all those time that they had spent on me. Thanks to them both lotsaaaa (: *

Then le boy brought me to Pharmacy [Guardian ] and bought me five packs of Gastric Meds.
*forced to* haha and then a little le Stitch from le boy ^^ So happy. Weee~^^ ♥ Thanks BB ^^♥

Then we went back to Fang's hommie together and before Fang opens her gate we both sat outside a little wooden hut opposite her house and chit chat for some time :) ♥
Then, its time to go! :x 
As usual both were unwilling to let each other go. > <
But we still have to do so. > <
Love ya, bb ^3^ ♥

Then waited for le mommy at Fang's hommie to come fetch me.
Then I gave her all the stuffs i bought for her.
Well, as usual. Sampat as always! XD
She wanted to yelled so much but then her bro and dad were home.
So she yelled not LOUDLY! haha
Its so happy to get to see her loving those stuffs so much.
Felt happy, satisfied and contented :)
Again, Thanks lotsa girl ^^ ♥




13.3.2013

Today we had Majalah's Redaksi meeting during Extra-cocuricular session.
Well, we had our board of comitees out already.
What post am I in again?
Well, I'm in charge in advertisments [Iklan]
WTF! AGAIN?!!
I hate this post the most!
Why must it always be me??
I don't get it!! > <
I'll rather be in charge in Photography or others but never never this!!!
I'm not one who is pro in finding sponsors from others man.
Based on my experience, sponsors should be found for every single commitee.
Now that only four people are in charge of this.
Heck. This is way damn tough!! =.="
When the meeting ended just now, another comitee who is in charge together with me in this asked me to go find those sponsors this saturday.
Gosh, I don't dare to promise man.
I kept on thinking after and after again after that.
My mind tells me that 'maybe I should just give up and quit myself in Redaksi'
But not anyone problems here ya.
It's my own problem, and I dont think I would be able to do well in this sponsors jobs.
Honestly, I wanted to be in this Redaksi.

Next, family's condition is getting more and more complicated.
Sighhh... What should I say??
Mom's condition is still not fully stabalized.
Dad's pressures on works are increasing day by day.
Sis's tantrums still the same.
Ahhhh!!! Can I just bang the wall?? > <
Imma really real way tired with these.

School works?!!
Assignments?!!
Presentations?!!

School works quite a few number which I'm not real good with yet.
Assignments still at the very begginning.
Proposals still unavailable to get to refer from teacher.
Presentations are real near but our teacher seems to not guiding us well.
How the heck can we make it on time??!

What am I think right now?
Well, Can I make it on time??
Will I manage to get those sponsors on time?
Will I manage to deal well with my school works?
Will  my assignments managed to be done on time?
Will my proposals be good enough?
Will I make it during my presentations?

Ahhhh!!! I so damn wanna scream out loud right now!!
So many worries and stuffs inside my head!!
Can I cry? Can I shout?
Am I depressed or am I stressed??
Which one?
Sigh... :(

Hope I won't get insomnia tonight :(