BUCK UP !!!

Okay.. now that sports had temporary came to a small rest. Next thing i shd be acheiving will be my studies and results and future. I must make myself buck up! I cant continue this type of life anymore. I can't kip wasting my time already.

PK 1 is vry near to the corner. I must study smart and at specific time, i must work hard too. Now that i noe what i wanna go for after my form 5 life, designs. I must make myself well in Maths. I noe myself well. Maths is always my enemy, i duno y. I just hate Maths! Since i was in primary, i never love maths!

but now, i have to think about my future le. have to start to buck up at every subjects that im taking now. Maths, i will be your friend now, hope u will accept me as yr friend. As for add maths, I wanna be your friend too. The same goes to Chemistry, Biology and Physics. I wann be friend to all! Pls accept me!

Now that the principal and some teacher look down and never like 5 ST II, they think we are uncapable being in the science stream class, its very unfair! I dun wanna be in the life that can keep looks down at us. I DONT WANT!!!!! I want to prove! Don't look us down! 5 ST II's students are HUMANS too. They just don't have the best IQ that u want. But, pls show some mercy and be a role model, If teachers doesn't perform well in front of the students, its not surprised to see your students behaved unwell in times to be! Pls don't go too much!

Facebook, always like a drug to me. I gotta stop this le! I have to cut down the time for Facebook. I have to practice at slowly decreasing the time im on facebook. I must and have to! Slowly, i need to decrease down my time with entertainments too! SIGH! i must change change change!!!!! I can't continue my time, days like this anymore!

ANG KAI ZHEN! Wake up! Buck Up! Focus and concentrate at your studies, coriculum and cocuriculum as well!! You must do it and prove them wrong!!!! BUCK UP!!!!! >,

WAh!!! Angry!!! =(

Why are all teachers always do these type of flithy works towards BIRU? Y are they so irrelevant and not fair??! Walao eh, pek chek ah! How come, such team wic are so far with us and had no athelets can be sooo fine? Was it, BIRU's skill is decreasing or its teachers counting time & marks are playing foul?!!

Sooo many rumours!!! Can't believe it that when my bahagian there was nobody getting 2 marks??!! SHIT! Dodo & Bie, fighted so pia, at last, jz a few steps away jiu kena whistle? Y? Firstly, i tot they were getting great marks! As in front of me were, dodo, bie & erene. I was the fourth one- wic i'm quite close up with them but i may get 2 or 1 marks, fully depending to mu LUCK!!! But, i can't believe and imagine that they get only 1 marks! They can be said, stronger than me! How could these be happening! Its REALLY HARD TO BELIEVE THAT!

When, i ended my event till the finishing line, AH KUN came n told me that, teachers let hijau had more time so that they can get more marks. Everyone were so surprised to hear that 1st whistle blown. They said, why when the time hijau was running, the whistle blown takes long time? But then, why when it was Biru's turn, the time was seemed and felt shorten and the whistle blown in a short period of time????!!!!!!!!

Was it true?! Was it true even that hijau's people just run three rounds instead of 4 rounds?! Was it tru and possible that merah's participants every SINGLE ONE got 2 marks?!!! ITs so ridiculous!!!! I don't care, i will train my staminas back since evrything about sukan were already postponed to June, there's still time for me to train myself and get as many marks as possible to get back last year's record! I wanna fight till the end!!!

Its so disfactory to hear those irrelavant news! Pls BIRU, if you truly wished for Biru to regain last year's history, pls buck up! These's still time! Kawad BIRU, plssssss cooperate and do it with full determinations & concentration! Pls BUCK UP EVRYONE!!!! We can do it! We gonna WIN!!! Remeber our slogan, 'Wjo's gonna win gonna win gonna win? We gonna win gonna win gonna win, who's gonna win? We gonna win!! Who's gonna win? we gonna win!!! Ohhhh~~~ BIRU BIRU!!!!!!!

Please, may god bless me and serve me the best and strongest staminas to me and all BIRU's participants in every events and kawad! WE WANT NO 1!!!!!! BIRU, JIAYOU!!!! PROVE THAT WE CAN DO IT!!!

Sukantara!

Sukantara part 1 was on yesterday and BIRU got to do 100m and lompat jauh! LOL. I got 2 marks for 100m & 1 mark for lompat jauh> <

There's 800m and lontar peluru tommorow, Muzt buck up le. Get 2 marks for both event! I wan win!!!!!!!!!!! Biru!!!! gooooooooo!!!!!

Im getting dark to darker and then to darkest! OMG~! gonna cry ah! Now im really very dark, but if BIRU gonna stat back the history of being champion again this year, i dun mind sitting under the hot bursting sun and get dark. I really wishhhhh sooooo muchhhhhhh that BIRU can get as good result as what last year we did! Since, it is my last year in convent & in biru, i wanna fight for the best and beat the rest!

P/S im not trying to look down on others, but this is relli my wish. Soory if i hurt anyone ya!

Physics Ong tonight! I guess, im gonna be mad with those hooligans there tonight! Can;t wait for the arrival of tonight! Yeah! hahaha. Will try to update soon, guys! IM sooo BUSY! >< ;DDD

Active! ♥

Its thurs today, as usual i have my sport practice in the afternoon at 4pm-6pm with erene and all biru members. But before that, i had a chemistry extra class at 1.15pm-2.15pm, and i skipped that class cos im soooooo lazy n tired. I dono y, these few days, im so tired. I slept even earlier and earlier each day. Phewwwwwwww....

So, when i managed to skip my class together with Joan, we went to Square One's toppest carpark and took some photos, except Jem as he hvnt reach Sq1. Then, to fittng room of Parkson's. Next, to Moxi after that with Xinyee, Jamie & Jem Jian Wei. LOL. it was really funny there. We ate and drink and as well as we sang a few songs. My dar dar called Pnwee Junwee to meet us at moxi as she did a name key-chain of him and presented that as his birthday present to him. He was really indeed very shy. xD

After that, we wnt back to school as Jamie and Jem have tuition BM at Zhuan. Meanwhile, me, yee and Joan walked back to school. Then, i ran towards biru and gathered for warm-up. Then, we started to run 100 metres. Then 800m and next another 800m just for own training. Then, while others are cooling down, me n shumiin walked and jog the field for three rounds. Phew!! I ran pretty much today, and im getting darker n darker.

This sat we r goin to have cross-country competition. Well, i wish sooooo muchhhh that i could archive as high as i can be. I wanna win! I wanna BIRU to win. Pls, GOD, pls bless me! Present me the best stamina and energy to me that day and every acara im taking. Pls let me win, its my last year in convent and so call schooling life. I really wish i can do well or slowly improve in my academics & Cocuriculums success. PLS HELP ME! PLS PLS PLS!!! > < ♥

Phew``` I mz work very hard in evrything! KAIZHEN!!! U MZ BUCK UP AND JIAYOU!!! ♥

That's all for today, will update soon. Byessssssss =) ♥

Crazier! ♥

again, im so mad today. =.=ll that erene and joan keep kacau me! then, plus jasmine, the cat bising here n there, but it was funny. again i laugh non-stopping! OMG! its getting crazier days to days. But, i enjoyed, so it won't be bored in the class. haha.

Laugh laugh laugh ♥

Went to school as usual today. But, something is different is we had a great time laugh. me, erene & Joan was laughing all the way to the school canteen during our recess time this morning.

I laughed non-stop during recess and tears burst out bcos i forgot to bring my wallet down to buy things. Besides, erene and qiaoyi added even more jokes that made me laugh even longer. I was really funny and i cant feel the pain of my stomach after long term laughing!

It was pretty fun to play 'facebook' in erene's notebook. i jz draw a ice-cream like cartoon and then joan started to play nonsenses with erene & i. then, joan commented nice ar ;D ♥. Then, erene continues by drawing thumbs up's like. then joan continued again. We played for quite a long time and all laughed like hell. OMG! its d happiest moment for me to be in class ever.

Am going to BP Mall with Dad & Sis soon. Having Physics Ong tuition tonite and i'm sure there will be even more to write! haha.

Okay guys! that's all first! bye! ♥

Happy Hangout!

Went out with my dardar xinyee & joan & xue. We were really crazy! We went here and there. Took pictures here n there. Wah, it was really really fun & sweet! I love us all!!

My dardar, Yee told me about her old fren, Pnwee Junwee. She told me everything and we teased and played with each other! hahaha.

Photo of us. ^^




There are more, can see them at my facebook page. ♥

Jz watched my dardar created de Video wic is all about me n her. I was really sweet, nice, touching and evrything. I cried! Thanks DAR~! i will always love you~~ ♥ Muacksss ♥ ♥

Sigh =l

I can't stand it by looking you that way. Im broken. Sigh. Perhaps, im giving up. But should i? I really dono. Sometimes, i really miss you lot! Sigh sigh.. I really dono. Anyone? Should i give up on this?

happy reunion dinner!

Am now at uncle's house. Wahaha. staying here for a few days. 2mrw will b d 1st day already. Can't wait to meet my relatives ang get angpaossss!!! wahaha.

Mum said we ll be having McD delivery as reunion dinner tonight, wahaha, sweet n special huh.

Yup.. we reli have McD as reunion dinner indeed. But, it wasn't very great jz now. I went to McD alone ad my sis sleeps in car, ther's no parking too. So my dad asked me to go n buy n decide everything myself. It was such a big crowd! Sigh, im sooo stupid, i din checked whethter the waiter did give me enuf items or not but then i jz leave like tat. When i rech uncle's house, i oni realised they left out 2 Mc Chicken burger and didn't gave it to me. I told mum, mum said nvm jz keep quiet and eat. Then, my sis was there too. My mum asked her not to say anything. And GREAT! she told my dad everything! I got scolded. My dad said He can't count on me. When i went down, my dad keep scolding at me. Sigh~ I hate myself! I really do! Stupid me!I hate myself! Why can't i make anything well and stiff? Why can't i do anything right? Why can't i get what i wan?! I HATE MYSELF! That time, i dashed into my room and cried. Then, mummy came in and asked me to go down, as it was reunion dinner for everyone tonight. She said nvm, you have my back! I was pretty touched with those words she gave me. Thanks Mummy ♥!


Happy Rabbit year to all by the way! =l


Update soon! Wish me luck~ =( Tata~~ =(

I miss you~ T-T

If This Was A Movie`` ♥

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms & our friends are laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them, now
I'm pacing up the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
If you're out there
If you're somewhere
If you're moving on
I've been waiting for you
Wary, since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just want to see you back at my front door
And I say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you say it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I left you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Think I've had a happy ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here now, whoa

♥ Taylor Swift ♥

For you again` All the best~ ><

Went to summit with mummy and sis from morning till evening, we got our new hairstyle done and new year's clothes & freebies done too. I got another shirt! I love that shirt and my hairstyle.



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