Speechless`

Yesterday at physics Ong tuition with them there, very happy & siao with gang there! YEAH! I always love TUESDAY! :) When, evertime comes to Tuesday, I felt very happy. I donno why! Its the time i can be with my close friends and u there.

Today, a different day. No wonder my eyelid keep thuding this morning! Mummy's car was being knocked by a motorcyclist! A stupid old idiotic fellow! Get down and argues with my momm just now and then when mummy said wan make police report, he don't want! He said "Nak apa pun, settle kat sini je la, buat apa susah susah" Then my mom said "OK!! Nak settle sini, boleh la. kejap ye! I ambil kertas dan pen" My mom want record the motor plate. Then, the old idiotic fellow, run to his motor and ride off his motor instanly! My mom was shocked! Ishh.. pity my mom.. if i was there, i sure diao him till die die de! SHIT! Ishhh... =.=!!! Luckily, mummy made report to the police. Now car is under repairments! Hope everything is well going. ><

You, smsed me just now. SORRY! I dont know what to say, but I doesnt mean that. Dont care u wan trust me or not ba. Im a slut and a bad girl who never able to do well in anything and also a bloody BAD & black-hearted girl!! I Noe! Thanks for reminding! Yea, FRIENDS are really important to me! That doesnt mean that u are not important to me. I dont noe how and what to say le. I noe rumours are spreading around u, u can just believe it if u want ba. Dont feel like continueing le.

Bye guys` :(

=)

AH YEE today told me the xin li hua bout us. Wuu.. ya.. Yee, thanks! im still considering. but feel is still there. Joan oso had the same opinion as Yee too. I will consider and think properly.

At school, as usual. Crazy with Erene, Joan, Yee, Yimay, Dodo & Miao lo. I never regretted to have friends like you all. U all brightened my life whenever im unhappy or down. Always there for me. I love you friends! Thanks a lot, guys!

Last Saturday, had dinner with my aunties & uncles, so got make up a bit abit la.. hehe.. so, i managed to get a picture. teehee X)



Tadaaaa~~~ :D ^^


nothing much to write le. Will stop here then! Bye guys!

JIAYOU !

Sigh.. Sigh.. Sigh... BAD RESULTS! I hate it so much!! Stupid + shit de ME! Shit result satifies shit ppl like me! MY ENGLISH!!! Just look at my English its enough!I only got 68%!!! WTH!!!! Very bu shuang!!! This time no an A- for my English too! SHIT! Damn bu shuang!!! Now, no matter what, Im gonna find out something useful to do! Next exam will be half yearly exam, May 5th starts!

Recentley, these days.. too many unhappy shot at me at the same time!!! Felt very very irritating, hurt, stress, and more more more!! Ahhhhhhh!!! Im gonna be mad! Heard here and there! Examine here and there! Check here and there! Ask here and there! Tell here and there! Uhhh``` PEK CHEK BETUL!! =.="

1st, kedudukan kelas is out! My class's 1st place had taken by HENG DODO, 2nd place goes to my jellyfish,ERENE CHEW!:) Whoa~ Both of them, i admire them so & very much!!! OMG~! they are so well! Hope im not too far from them! Ishhhh`` Btw, Congrats DODO & ERENE!! The BOTH OF YOU DESERVES THIS WELL AND VERY MUCH!! CONGRATS! MUACKSS!

2nd, Yee was now kinda busy with applying scholarships for her future. Presently, she is now applying the 1st[if im not mistaken] scholarship which is Asean Scholarship. Again, with this i felt im stupid and shit! She was also asking her friends around like Erene, Jem, Muruga, & JunWee [these are those i noe she told them] others may also as well being invited too.

Hmmm... Very admire their acheivements and compared to them, I will never get those scholarship! I knew myself well as my result are so SHIT! Nevermind ba.. But sorry i have to say this, when everytimei heard Yee asking others to apply those scholarships, my heart sank and my mood will obviously and in short time turns to sad, emo and hurt. I donno why. But yee, rest assure, im not blaming u. I noe my weak points.

I can slowly feel that my temper and attitudes is beggining to change le. Gosh! SHIT!! CANNOT!!!! ANG KAI ZHEN!!! You cannot change! Can change better but not rude or worse! DONT DONT DONT!!!! DONT U EVER CHANGE that!! Im sorry to Joan, Erene & Yee for not layan-ing you 3 too much at tuition just now. IM SOOOO SORRYYYY GUYS! T-T. I keep bear it, dont wan burst out my tears! Sorry!!! Im really stressed out with those add maths questions!! Im really pek chek n frustrated!! Soooo and very sorry GUYS! = ( I promise i will not push my anger over the three of u! I PROMISE! Soo sorry. T-T Haiz, tears donno when cant stop dropping. @@

Miss Ah Bi ar... Pls dont stress out ba. Ur situations I understands! We are on the same boat.. Miss Erene ar, Congrats for your achievements ya.. Keep it up and maintain them well ya! and... yr MSSD final, 2mrw jiayou har! GOGOGOGO! Miss Heng Dodo ar, Congrats oso har.. You really 100% deserve to get that position o! Keep it up and maintain tha position ya. Miss Xinyee ar, Hope your scholarship can be a successful one, may they approve your scholarships lo. Miss Joan Ng ar...jiayou in evrything ba, hope you can acheive whatever u wanted to and your chinese calligraphy competition Jiayou ya! MR CHAN KIAN AN ar... Hope your things can be fine la. Btw, u kip saying im cruel, hmm.. hard say lo.. I dont think so lo. MR JEM ar.... I donno its true or not la.. just... hope everything is well with you la. So guys! Ladies & gentlemen, Mr and Miss... JIAYOU and BEST of LUCK to you all ya!

All the best to all who din mentioned too ya! Cos if i were to list all, my fingers wil be numb. Conclusion, to all who noe me or i noe you de people, Wish you all BEST OF LUCK & JIAYOU ya EVERYONE!

P/S: people, dont mind jiu turn off your lights on 26th March 2011, this Saturday at 8.30 pm to save the earth ya! Sikit sikit, lama lama jadi bukit! Everyone please save our earth by just showing some little efforts proving yourself that u love this earth and would like to make each days better! Thanks and your efforts will be greatly appreciated!

That's all guys for today! Byeesss!

Unexpected events!

Hmmmm.. dono how to say.. these days, seem like many unhappy events occured! !st, results.. then friends.. then u... then 'sis'.. i m really totally blank and speechless! I dono who to believe at.. I guess, best is not to trust at both sides!

We had koko today, as its persatuan & unit beruniform. Hmm... But, ELS [english language society] dont have, meeting today. so me, Yee, Joan, Sweeping, Yimay, Jasmine & Qiaoyi went out to G-space cafe. Hmmm.. there, we chat a lot.. One of it its, us. Sigh, they advised me to give up if i cant manage to do so.

Then, when its almost time to return to school for Unit Beruniform's meeting at 3.10pm, the 4 of them headed back 1st. Me, Yee & Joan went to Square 1's arcade's karaoke room to sing for 1/2 hour. Yee, picked and choosed her the songs. When, the song of Rainie Yang's Yu Ai, Rainie Yang's- Dai Wo Zuo & Cuo De REn- dono who is the singer my tears falled off my eyes at such sudden. Recent really too much unhappy things occured. Now, tears of mine falled again for the 2nd time of the day. Dono when its the next.. = (

Some HSBP's boys macam very kaolat. haiz... hope they ll be fine back in very short time.. Haizzz...

Guess that's all ba, dont feel like continue le.. Bye guys!

First day of school!

Whoa... Again, very fast de.. Half day passed. Back from school le. Pheww.. Today at school as usual, go crazy with Joan & Erene lo. Then, time to get test papers! Whoa.. Pi po pi po~~ Heart thunding! Whoa.. BM, passed! 64%

Then, add math! 8 marks!!! whoa! quite happy leh.. Paiseh la, for some of u all, this result may just sound and seemed like shit to u.. But, it meant a lot to me! Im quite satisfied, as last year, my add maths was damn bad, scores were either 0marks or the most, 2 marks! [ also with teachers help.] This time, 1 hour and 15 mins, i never sleep but just keep doing and figure things out! I struggled and fight with them til the last minute! At least, it wasn't really good! But, that night, i did revise and flip through notes till midnight. Honestly, i really did so! Its really the 1st time for me to get 8 marks by my own! Whoa.. Its a new start for me to get closer to add maths! Next target, at least 20 marks 1st.. slowy i will increase!

Dodo said i actually noes how to do, just the way question asked, i dont understand. She asked me to buck up! Hmm! YES! I must buck up! Its a good start for me! Jiayou~~!Gogogo!!

MSSD balapan & padang year 2011 starts tomorrow! Erene & Hwee Ee are going! I wish the both of u, best of luck! Gogogogo! Get medalss!! hahass.. Hmm.. How i wish i could go! T^T. that Stupid 'chao da fishball' la soo rude to students! Pek chek betul! ben lai not tat hate you de, NOW IM REALLY & BLOODY hate u! dont let me see u!! Pek chek! Hmph! Hari Sukan Tahunan on June, i will prove to you that you are wrong and and your unjustice decision & also for looking me down! I Hate u!!!!! =.=!! hmph!!!!

Happy Birthday DODO` ^^ ♥

OMG! its 20/3/2011!! Oh my daughter, HENG DODO!

Today is your special day wor!

HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY DODO, HENG DOE VIN!!



My Dodo` ♥ =)

I'm here wishing you :

♥ Stay pretty & happy always!
♥ All the best in everything!
♥ Stay healthy always!
♥ Score straight A ++++ in SPM 2011!
♥ Best of luck in your future!
♥ Happiness always & forver!
♥ May god bless you always!
♥ Friendship forever!

I hope you will like the mini celebration we gave to u just now.♥

Thankss to Yee, Joan, Muruga & Chan Kian An for participanting and helping! ♥

Thanks very muchhhhhh`` ♥

Muackss, dodo!! ♥ :)

BEST WISHES DODO! I will never forget you! :) ♥

Yeah!

Went to the Old folks home yesterday. It was fun! Thanks to ShiHao and YongQuan and another of their team for the big big help in performing yesterday! Thanks to all who came yesterday! As for Qiaoyi, the Organising Chairman of the activity, please dont be sad. U are great yesterday. Its old folks. You have to tolerate. They need time to be with us. Of course, they cant be as high as we can be because age problem a. So, overal. u did well le la. Dont sad sad le. We knew u did a great job! Thanks ya! = )

After the Interact's activity, I headed to BP Mall with Xinyee, Erene and Joan and also Elsa. Thanks Dodo for the lifting! = ) We were crazy there. Took lotsa pictures too. And bought many things! I guess i had spent over RM80++ to just buy presents! OMG! Totally bankrupt! Well, we bought a chip (squirel) plushies for Erene ans her 1st Birthday present! hehes.



Tadaa.. This is it! Hope you like it ya, ERENE! =) ♥

Whoa... we walked all day.. From BP Mall to bus-stop opposites BP Mall. Then to our school's bus-stop, then walked again to square one, carrefour and to xinyee's house. Whoa.. Then when mum came and fetch me at Yee's house, Mom said she wanted to go Carrefour again.. Phew.. for sure, i had to company her.. @@



Its us! ♥ :D

At night, tuition at CM Tan! My legs was totally very pain! Same as Yee's. No idea how's Joan and Erene's? I guess erene's still all right la, Maybe Joan its same like us ba! hahahass I love them [Erene, Xinyee & Jaon]! ♥ ♥

Seeing the environment now, hmmm.. felt sympathy for JAPAN! Please everyone, sacrifice just a few minutes to pray for JAPAN,everyone and the world! May God Bless us all and bless that Japan can overcome their problems and difficulties as soon as possible! Please just let us close our eyes and pray for everything!!

Phew.... time flies sooo fast! holidays is slowly came to an end! Oh... school reopens, stress gonna gain up. everything gonna gain up! Im gonna be crazy again!Gonna decrease time on facebook! Hmm... wish me luck guys! I hope i could do well in my studies! May God bless me too! Please! Seriously, Im scared of school reopens! Sigh. Everyone jiayou ba! = )

Dodo's birthday is on 2mrw! Yay! Hope DODO could have the BEST birthday this year! Jiayou Dodo! Muackssss`

See you all soon, guys! Tataasss`` =)

That Should Be Me ` ♥

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me` ♥

♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥`

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
'cause baby I didn't
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me.. Yeah,

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me you're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
it's working 'cause you know that
Chorus: That should be me Holdin' your hand
That should be me Makin' you laugh
That should be me This is so sad
That should be me That should be me
That should be me Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
for our love for this long
It's getting harder to shieldthis pain in my heart
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me Makin' you laugh
That should be me This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
that should be me
that should be me``

♥
FOR YOU` I love this song very much!! ♥ :)

Thanks! ♥

Hmmmm.... Just saw palia ah bi's blog, asking me to buck up and dont give up! Hmmm.. honestly, bi, thanks ya. I really bei ni de post TOUCH dao le`` really! My tears even burst in front of my laptop. Thankss a lot BI! I know le, okok i will tryyy, KAYS? ♥ =)

Today dodo and palia all wan go hangout, n surprise dodo. Hmm... i wanna goooo... sadly, no transports and nobody to take care of my sis. Hmmm... So, i had to push away le.. I really wanna go soo much! DODO! You musttttttt be HAPPY! Muacksss! ♥

♥ YOU! As for YOU ♥, u held my hand last night! Thanks! hahass.. me gila liao! xD♥ ♥ :)

YAY!!! Going to the Old Folks Home this friday with our Club commitees and members!! Yea! Cant wait! Im sooo excited! Looking forward very much!!!! Yeah~! ♥

That's all first! Bye everyone! ♥ ;)

Holidays is here!

HOLIDAYS!!

I miss you` ♥

I miss my buddies` ♥

I miss friends` ♥

Muackssss :) ♥

My poor Xinyee T-T

I just read Xinyee's blog a few moment ago. When i see her wrote she is streesed but she will act in front of Joan, Erene and me like there's nothing because don't wanna us to worry. Hmmm.. Yee, Its not true.. Frens zhi jian, bu yao hide de.. Plss u shd tell us, shdn't had keep. We will try to help u de. Dont strees le pls! There's specific time for u to concentrate on studies and there's specific time for you to relax and play around.

Don't u ever dont laugh or ignore us. It would be the worst and most fatal case to me. Plsss... dont streesed yrself out! Please, there's always ways for anything. Like we said: When there's a will, there's a way! Pls, arrange your time a both sides! Dont put everything there! PLEASE!! T-T

Hopeless!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Now its the 3rd day of PK 1` n yet i still dont have a good feeling that i will pass those sc subjects! Im totally dead! Real dead! English today was jz summary and comprehension. It was ok for me, but not very good, as the summary. there's too much points for me to write into it. Its quite difficult to summarize! Hmmm.... Hope i can still maintain A for my BI! Please, its my only hope for an only A and its BI!Please please, God pls bless me! T-T

When its time to pass up the papers, i collected my row, i still see erene filling her answer into the papers. Oh, from that moment, I was totally down. How come erene can do sooo well but i couldn't? Y can erene be so determine in doing anything wic related to her studies so well, i cant? Y? Sigh, Yesterday's Chemistry and Physics i had left many blank already! And for today's Bio, I left many blanks too! Monday's Add math i left out a lot too. I jz understand! y i cant get it right! Y? Y?! Y??!!! Sigh, i guess im really weak ba. Everything when comes to me, will always go bad. I hate it!!!

Jz heard for yee saying that she's going to let off her BM EE esei class. Sigh.. OMG! I reli blank! I dono how le. Bcos of her i company her to the tuition. Or else, im not thinking to go at the 1st place. Hmmm... Now what? shd i continue or not to? Im not continuing, what shd i tell my mum? How and what reason? Oh, god! Sigh``

I dono what le! I have a feeling, my maths tomorow wont be fine! Forget it ba, as what had been proved, im not good in doing anything ba! Sorry Daddy & Mummy, i dont think i can get well result this time! Sorry`` Sorry for disapoint d both of u le` T^T

5 ST II, Jiayou! Lets prove!

PK 1's 1st, and... im dying. Addmaths was like hell to me. Sejarah, i dont even wanna think about it! Gosh.. DIE DIE DIE!!!!

Facing Physics, Moral & Chemistry 2mrw! May god bless me! I wanna at least, every subject, PASS!

The big boss called us for a 'meeting' after recess. The boss said a lot. Saying these that, blame each others, describing us like rotten apples where there's was like no hope for us anymore.

I dont noe why they oways like to find trouble from us. Ishhhh... Stop describing us like we are no working hard! Please la, be a good relo-model will you? If u behave well, we will follow. U behaved unwell, we will follow too.

Stop harassing and look us down, and spare us peaceful moments for us to study la. We need time, boss! We are not robots, as i think robots wont be as what you wanted perfectly. So, do show some mercy towards us, we are the same. We are all humans! What you have, we do have. Not much difference!

Hate it !!!

I hate the way you are now! I really hate it! I hate hyprocrite people! I RELI HATE HYPROCRITE!!!!! Why are you like this? Why??!! Im really very dissapointed towards u! =.= I dont think i can trust you anymore, only IF YOU REALLY CHANGE FOR A LONG PERIOD AND I SEE YOUR CHANGE, maybe only that i will reconsider in trusting u. Honestly, the trust im to you is fading each day. = (((

Enchanted~ ♥

Taylor Swift-Enchanted ♥


There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can see, is that it was enchanting to meet you

You're eyes whispered 'have we met?'
Crossed the room, your sillohuette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say was I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

One game question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
I know I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say 'hey'
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, ooh

Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` ♥` =)